Hello visitors from the U.S, Canada, Russia, U,K, France, Netherlands, Germany, Romania, Australia, and last but not least Belgium.
And that's just been the last few days. So I thank you for stopping by. I do see you, and your operating systems, and your point of entry. A little creepy, I know.
But unlike the NSA I will not use such information to spread your asshole for small amounts of marijuana in a few years. A creepy reality if we see a conservative president voted in. Too much conservative thought..and we're screwed.
So what's up? I've mentioned before that my sister is getting married. I'm leaving on tuesday to fly to Portland, Oregon. A fucking gorgeous city. One of my favourite to visit. My mom lives on a mountain called Bull Mountain. And the view is fantastic. I'm spending a day in p-town before I join my sister to make the long drive up to Victoria. This involves driving up through Washington. Stopping in Seattle to visit a friend. And then taking a ferry over from some port. The last port I took a ferry from was the same town the author of Twilight was from. I was extremely disinterested. And then we shall land in Victoria. I'm sharing a room with my sister in a hotel right by the habour. Victoria is also a beautiful place. And i'm salivating at the mouth to meet my old dorm-mate for some drinks and one of the famous pubs downtown. Good conversation will be had. Revolutionary thought will prosper. And I'll be able to get some shit off my chest and hopefully shed some of this negative emotion i've been feeling lately.
What's wrong?
Well, I don't know. I'm super positive and negative at the same time. I just need to be patient. I'm in an awkward phase of my life. I'm in an in-between phase. Living in an apartment i'm not really comfortable in. Living in a city i'm not really comfortable in. But my life is filled with beauty Certainly my love for my friends has increased. And I hope that we can remain connected if I do choose to leave. Girls have come and gone. I've been part of the "dating scene" which I've commented on before. And it's rough and rewarding at the same time. And don't think i'm not noticing the flowers, the trees, the certain scenes that are part of the canvas of my life. Winnipeg can be quite ugly but breathtakingly beautiful depending on which avenue you may go down. I tend to enjoy the wide streets with overhanging trees. To me, it's childhood. It's growth. It's families and street hockey games.
I'm a weirdo.
But I assume that a certain amount of weirdness must come to play when having a sucessful blog. Such as the schoolgirl dressing man in my previous posts. I envy him in a way. And I also envy the homeless men he visits in part two. I just want to get away from all this for awhile. Have a little shack by the beach. And just surf and go for runs with my yellow lab. And perhaps come across a beautiful girl from time to time and have great fireside beach sex.
And she'll ask me "what's your story?"
Ah, sorry. I got a little off-topic with my fantasies. YOUR STILL IN MY MIND MOTHERFUCKERS.
I just wanted to mention that a blog can become a bit like the leonardo dicaprio film called...ah i don't know the name has escaped me. I found the movie boring. Reallyy boring. Dreaming in a dream...blah.
A friend of mine recently broke up with his girlfriend. I have yet to collect the details. But it gave me a weird shiver. Almost like I felt the heat of a failed relationship. Reminded me of my last breakup. My god, I wish her nothing but the best though. I'm over it all. And I wish I could run into her and give her a big hug and let her know i don't hate her.
But one of the hardest parts of getting over someone is the fact that the encounter I just described would never happen. I may feel a certain way. But who knows if she does? The fact is, some people just don't care.
They just don't care anymore.
So I'm pretty confident she would refuse the hug lol.
But seriously, hope your doing well girl. And that your summer has been treating you well.
And I hope my friend and his ex lover can eventually reach that point. But he can be a prick sometimes. And she's feeling that wrath right now. He's my best friend but I do know his flaws. And she chose to enter in a relationship with him and stay with him for a long time..knowing those flaws.
Anyways.
Here's a couple pictures of both me, and my brother with his girlfriend.
peace and love my brothers and sisters
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