Nov 21

Only a day has passed? I feel like it's been a week. I was stressing hard over my anthropology paper and my womans studies presentation. but all is well now. i ended up switching presentation times for my WS class so it bought my a week. am i going to utilize my time to the fullest? in theory i should be. but in reality i'll be cramming it into my sunday night. oh boy..when am i going to become a good student.

had a dream last night. but i am honestly uncomfortable sharing it on here. i know i get a few views a day so i dunno..i don't want to name names on here. i try to limit it as much as i can. but she was in there. sort of. mentioned if you will. so was she and she. tons of girls showed up in my dream. also a naked male. as you can imagine it was quite the interesting dream.

"9 months to live?" haha my secret.

today i have everything and nothing planned at the same time. i have papers to do and that presentation i could get a leg up on. or i could watch this:

I've been on a huge adrian lyne bender. maybe because i'm single and horny. but fuck it jacobs ladder was an awesome film. since then i've continued down this directors path and he is one sleazy motherfucker. i think i'm almost done with him. one more film after this.

lolita. yes borderline softcore porn. incest themes. i have no excuse to watch it. but then again i watched cannibal holocaust with a sort of grim fascination.

my movie watching experience would be heightened with a big bag of lemon kush. but i'm am so done with having weed around my place. i have zero control over myself with that stuff. but later today i'm hanging out with jed and we will hit the bong and watch a horror film. it's our thing.

thats it thats all.