Feel It Out

I'm not letting myself into you
Because what if
And who knew
The answer never clear between
pain & love
Could I get a heads up?
Tired of buying mile high bottles of wine
Combing my hair, doing my best to shine
Invite you into my home, my shrine
So you can let me know someone else is better
I stay cold with a july sweater
Downing bottles and breathing deep on the blunt to forget her
Whatever, the story everyone tells
But I let em sit there and spill it out
Just..don't..go 
So fast girl feel it out

Just..don't..go
So fast girl feel it out
Imma Grab a pen let me write it out
As far as the pain goes i'm a poet, I wrote it
You thought playing the role of the bar fly chasing a new guy would bring a new high
Nope!
Still walked home alone staring up at the sky
Vision blurry, tears in your eyes
That short dress a disguise
Coming a long way from hugging mothers thighs
Neon shoes criss crossed with fantasies
We used to tie em up
And chase eachother through mile high blades of grass
It was all so limitless at the time
But the sky does change
From a clear blue to swirling clouds of stormy skies
And i'm backed up in the corner with my lies
I don't wish for much, just a little rewind
So I could keep that last time we fucked on my mind
I should say something like make love
But love didn't stand tall when push came to shove
So we fucked and i'm tired of swearing about it
But I swear on it and you spin around an empty ballroom in a multicoulored dress
Oh, you flaunt it
I feel the real world tugging at my eyes and all I can say is
Just..don't..go
So fast girl feel it out.

Just..don't..go
So fast girl feel it out


peace & love

-Dev